Broken Vow

Heard this song b4 but never really "like" it (hasn't been my fav) until recently.Well, i wasn't bothered to learn its lyric in the past BUT now i don't even have/need to read it for me to love or memorize the wording....permeates into my heart, naturally. Please DO NOT SPECULATE....Just close ur eyes and listen to Josh Groban.....narrating some1 else's story, I guess...a reflection of "partial" truth, expressed in a song.

BROKEN VOW

Tell me his name, I want to know
The way he looks and where you go
I need to see his face I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again, I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night While I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I let you go, I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go now that I've found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch The one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

I let you go, I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go now that I've found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

I close my eyes and dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

I let you go, I let you fly
Now that I know, I'm asking why
I let you go now that I've found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Music and lyrics: Walter Afanasieff and Lara Fabian

Life's .....a constant change

It has been nearly two months now since the "tree" been uprooted from my heart..and various reclamation attempts been made to avoid/prevent further erosion but i guess, not much of a success. ...."curled up like a snail with eyes of that of a turtle while laying eggs". From forgiving to hatred and acceptance to total perplexity...all are sooooo confusing,Yet I truly feel BETRAYAL in my sub-conscious mind! I fought a meaningless battle and defending a "plant" that i shouldn't have and ended up being hurtful (and hurting the ppl around me) and the biggest idiot myself.Dear "enemies", I know....my stupidity has caused me to become the laughing-stock of others. So, come on...laugh at my defeat!!..coz I have lost in a way.

I know things are inevitable sometimes BUT I just HATE the feeling of having to "start all over again" and being in a state of solitude. I HATE to run though i have kinda given that impression lately...running from one place to another...with the aim of deceiving myself that "im still ok".

I can relate to some of the lyrics in some songs that i purposely chose to listen to lately...and "CONSTANT CHANGE" by Jose Mari Chan is one of them. I fell in love with his songs many many years ago after my bro introduced those soothing songs to me.

"CONSTANT CHANGE"

We're on the road, We move from place to place, and oftentimes when i'm about to call it home, We'd have to move along, Life is a constant change....

The friends we know we meet along the way, too soon the times we share form part of yesterday, Cause life's a constant change And nothing stays the same, oh no.

Clouds that move across the skies are changing form before our very eyes.

Why couldn't we keep time from movin on? Hold on to all the years before this moment's gone? Why must we live the days at such a frightening pace?

Have we outgrown our Peter Pans and wings? We've simply grown too old for tales of knights and kings, 'cause life's a constant change and nothing stays the same, oh no.

We're all like clouds that move across the skies, and changing form before our very eyes.

(Words and Music: Jose Mari Chan)

Thank You, Lord coz u have not forsaken me......I need You...I truly need u JESUS!! This I recall to my mind, therefore I have HOPE -Lamentations 3:21

...EVeryDAY...

Every day I need you Lord But this day especially,

I need some extra strength To face what ever is to be.

This day more than any day I need to feel you near,

To fortify my courage And to overcome my fear.

By myself, I cannot meet The challenge of the hour,

There are times when humans help,

But we need a higher power To assist us bear what must be borne,

and so dear Lord, I pray -

Hold on to my trembling hand And be near me today.

God's MATE selection

Everyone longs to give himself or herself completely to someone, to have a deep and committed soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and unconditionally.
But God says: No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to Me alone.
I love you, My child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me; exclusively of anyone or anything else; exclusively of any other desires and belongings.
I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing -- one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the very best. Please allow Me to bring it to you.
Just keep your eyes on Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must be patient.
Don't be anxious. Don't worry.Don't look around at the things others have. Don't look at the things you think you want. Just keep looking up to Me, or you will miss what I want to give you.
And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working even this minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me .. and this is perfect love.

...ShaRing it "Anyway"

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;Forgive them anyway.
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If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;Be kind anyway.
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If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;Succeed anyway.
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If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;Be honest and frank anyway.
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What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;Build anyway.
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If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;Be happy anyway.
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The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;Do good anyway.
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Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;Give the world the best you've got anyway.
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You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God.It never was between you and them anyway.